unspeakable crimes This Florida News Anchor Killed Herself On The Air And Her Brief Speech Is Chilling  

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Considering the level of violence on TV today, it's no wonder that most people hardly even pause when they hear about murder and mayhem on the local news. The Hollywood version of death has desensitized most of society to the degree that it shouldn't even be a surprise when videos of the real thing become so popular. From the video Faces of Death to people who killed themselves on live TV, there are always those who want to witness the genuine article. 

Such was definitely not the case back in the mid-'70s when just cartoon violence and mild profanity were thought to be a bit too much. It was during this time that the first on-air suicide occurred, and the shock was absolute. The questions were endless. But unlike the ones who would follow in the digital age, the Christine Chubbuck suicide video was viewed only by the TV audience and her colleagues at the station, leaving everyone else to wonder what happened. Almost 50 years later and nearly all the questions have yet to be answered, and the video footage itself remains a mystery. Christine Chubbuck’s suicide facts are a bizarre and macabre glimpse into the horrifying moment that was TV’s first ever on-air suicide.

Reporter Christine Chubbuck Shot Herself In The Head On Live TV

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Twenty-nine year old Christine Chubbuck, the morning host of Sun Coast Digest on WXLT in Sarasota, FL, arrived to work at 9 AM on July 15, 1974. Chubbuck's co-workers stated she was in an unusually good mood that day. Instead of starting the show with an interview like Chubbuck usually did, she decided to begin the program with a report of a local shooting. There were a few issues with the pre-recorded video footage and a moment of dead air before Chubbuck returned to her script and began reading. She stated, "In keeping with Channel 40’s policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts and in living color, you are going to see another first: an attempted suicide.” Chubbuck then reached into a bag, took out a .38 caliber Smith & Wesson revolver, and shot herself behind her right ear. 

Chubbuck was taken to the hospital and pronounced dead approximately 14 hours after the shooting.

She Wrote The News Story For Her Own Suicide Attempt

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After Chubbuck shot herself, the studio's technical director played a public service announcement from the station followed by a movie. After Chubbuck was taken to the hospital, the news director, Mike Simmons, looked over a blood-splattered stack of papers, which was Chubbuck's script from that morning, and it talked about her own death. It is assumed that Chubbuck wrote the piece and left it to be read by a news reporter. 

Simmons spoke to the Dallas Morning News about the script saying: "She had written something like 'TV 40 news personality Christine Chubbuck shot herself in a live broadcast this morning on a Channel 40 talk program. She was rushed to Sarasota Memorial Hospital, where she remains in critical condition.'” Chubbuck even spoke about her death as an "attempted suicide," in case she didn't succeed in killing herself.

Chubbuck Struggled With Depression And Attempted Suicide In The Past

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Throughout her life, Chubbuck had suffered from depression and had seen several different psychiatrists for treatment. Her brother Greg noted that their parents had spent a ton of money trying to figure out what was wrong with their daughter. In the '70s, depression wasn't treated as it is today, and it was viewed as a character flaw rather than a medical illness. During an interview, Greg stated he believed that Chubbuck suffered from bipolar disorder, although that was not a known condition when she was still living. 

Although Chubbuck was pretty open about her depression and suicidal thoughts, she was receiving little in the way of help. In 1970, she attempted to kill herself by overdosing on drugs.

Family Members Speculated That Chubbuck Committed Suicide Because She Was Single

Peg Chubbuck gave an interview to a local newspaper while at the hospital shortly before her daughter's death. In it, she talks about her daughter saying: "She was terribly, terribly, terribly depressed. She had a job that she loved. She said constantly that if it ended tomorrow, she would still be glad she had had it. But she had nothing else in her social life. No close friends, no romantic attachments or prospects of any. She was a spinster at 29, and it bothered her. She couldn’t register with people."

Her family explained that Chubbuck often complained about still being a virgin and not being married. She had also had an ovary removed, and doctors told her if she wanted to have children, she would need to try to do so quickly. While all of these things may have led to sadness in her life, it's highly doubtful they were the core reason for her suicide. Rather, it's likely to have been caused by untreated mental illness.