Most of us will never know how it feels to take another human life; if there’s some intangible sensation that comes with watching someone breathe their last breath and knowing it’s because of something you’ve done. Most serial killers are very chatty after they’ve been arrested. Maybe it’s because they crave attention, or they just don’t know what else to talk about other than their horrific pastime.
Depending on who’s doing the talking, listening to killers describe their crimes can be anything from exciting to sickening to just plain boring. So what does it feel like to kill? Why not let these professionals fill you in?
Every serial killer describes death differently. Guys like Ted Bundy and Richard Ramirez believe they’re the star of the show so every word they say is embellished in some form of a lie. But when a guy like Jeffrey Dahmer begins to discuss his murders, you can tell that he’s being straightforward. Maybe it’s his Midwestern demeanor, or maybe his dad glasses make us trust him a little more than we should.
First, I stripped her naked. How she did kick, bite, and scratch. I choked her to death, then cut her in small pieces so I could take my meat to my rooms. Cook, and eat it. How sweet and tender her little ass was roasted in the oven. It took me nine days to eat her entire body.
I did not f*ck her, though I could have if I wished. She died a virgin.
David Parker Ray
I don’t like killin’ the girls that we bring here, but occasionally things happen. What can I say? I would really hate to have to dump that pretty little body off in a canyon somewhere, to rot. I’m not trying to scare you. That’s just the way it is.
David Parker Ray, the Toy Box Killer, was more into drug- and trauma-induced mind control and rape than he was killing, but that didn't stop him from slaughtering countless women.
I was literally singing to myself on my way home, after the killing. The tension, the desire to kill a woman had built up in such explosive proportions that when I finally pulled the trigger, all the pressures, all the tensions, all the hatred, had just vanished, dissipated, but only for a short time.
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This quote from The Night Stalker's trial is actually pretty good, despite most of his others being lackluster.
While being escorted to a jail bus following his verdict, Ramirez snickered and said, "Big deal. Death always went with the territory. See you in Disneyland."